I'm down to taking just a quarter of the R. and with less serotonin to keep me calm come the usual anxieties. Self-induced I must say. Why did I have to watch face transplant videos on youtube? A man without a tongue. A baby born with two faces and four eyes. In India of course. I feel like throwing up and crying at the same time. I keep imagining Milan being attacked by dogs. It's like an obsession. Must stop this. It's like I'm back to my old habit of horrors: slasher movies, faces of death, human experiments, serial killers, nightmares...
horrorshow: Part of the 'Nadsat' vocabulary used by Alex in Anothony Burgess' Novel 'A Clockwork Orange'. Horrorshow was derived by Burgess from the Russian word 'Khorosho' meaning well or good.
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